Moon Reader

曾經否決了甚麼
然後自己感到後悔的嗎?
當自己站在比較優勢的一方時
似乎無法體會那種弱勢者的心情
假設不用這樣階層來分
就算是平行的彼此，也就像兩種世界的隔層
雖然說著同樣的語言
卻也聽不出其中的真意
最後，也不夠了解彼此吧...
現在可以更加"自然"的面對很多事情了
雖然要頓悟、去釋懷
不過這一切對一個25歲的我來說，知易行難
陷入在某個情境裡的靈魂還沒有跳脫
然後又不自覺得去羨慕那些在圍城外的人
是我不懂得珍惜，還是我太貪婪
在下一個瞬間，我決定了我是greedy的一方
why not? 就算用道德來批判自己
我也不在乎這個罪有多麼邪惡
畢竟我獲得的，還不足以填補我空虛的靈魂
捨得，我已經學會了｢得｣
卻很難去｢捨｣
正如同這樣的偏意複詞所言
把捨放在得的前面
就是要先放棄一些甚麼，才能掠奪更多的慾望
是一種修行?抑或是一種等價交換的原則呢?
明天開始，要把多一點的心思放在課業上
至於要決定什麼事情......
I am not so concerned with that.
小記，那天看到薇薇安老師在電視節目上談Scorpio
雖然我從來不覺得她準過，或是說一些很專業或深入的星座學
但她說中了我的行為模式(上升天蠍+太陽天蠍)
"不是0就是100"
我不曉得甚麼叫中庸之道，所以我正在摸索
但在得到結論之前
我仍是個極端份子extremist

詞：劉若英  曲：劉若英
製作人︰賈敏恕  編曲︰李燕飛
他們笑我太過夢幻

What were the biggest news in this week?
One thing for me is that I was qualified with the application to exchange to CBS.
This is a surprising thing to me.
Cause I've never thought I have the chance to get the quota of CBS.
I had no idea that how the professors judged the grades on interview.
One of my mates will be for Italy out of my expectation,
but he still has a chance to go for Spain with his on-the-way application.
And I have to say thanks to you, again.
Without your encouragement on MSN,
I didn't know how long I will keep this bad mood.
You made me find myself, really. I have to say so.
Besides, our 12th president will definitely be Ma.
Thanks for the salvage from the god.
We have been in a torture for long,
and what people in Taiwan need is prosperity and peace.
Neither curse nor attack is preoccupied around our society.
More important, we don't have to tell the races and independence of this island so clearly.
As long as we have strong economy and genuine ability,
we will be recognized by others.
That's the same sense to the international diplomacy and social environment among people.
But things are still the same that I have to carry on learning.
That's all.

開學過了四週，卻提不起勁來用功
15學分似乎不算太沈重，煩人的討論課變少了
FRM覺得很貴又不太想報名，提升身價的證照感覺是要用錢換來的
在整理自己的過程中，感覺自己天真得可笑
譬如拿友情來說，我很害怕被丟棄

[V1:] Take time to realize,
That your warmth is. Crashing down on in.
Take time to realize,

｢我很好...｣
就算不好，我也會這麼說。
現在，我不想用真正的自己去面對別人
把認真奉獻給別人太辛苦了，對吧?!
有過這樣的想法，我的快樂或許是想見到別人的痛苦吧...

Difficult loading and confusing cases were spreading on the desk.
I was so tried to face all the work because of my distraction or jealousy.
In this chaotic period,
I tried to reflect on myself and found that I was also affected by the peers.
Sometimes, the factual society I have to face in the future makes me cynical and frustrated.

This was the first week of new semester.
Beside of the new courses and the application of sharing student,
I found that many classmates try to reform their appearance and express their new resolution!?
For myself, I pretended that I was a cool one and behaved indifferently to this peers.
The reason I did that because of the lack of confidence on classmates and friendship.

放空了幾天，心情算是比較平復下來
好像回到大二、大三那時候
我想把所有的認識與人情包袱丟下
那天說的自顧不暇，你大概不了解我深層的意思吧
與其說我想to be myself

這也不是今天學到的只是現在可以分得更清楚!!
1.an abbreviation: 把字縮短，然後加上縮寫點(.)
2.an acronym: 許多字形成的專門字意，然後取每個首字的作為簡寫
除了ASAP之外
以下是MSN對話中常見的鬼畫符...